Inevitable Grief in Not Yet, Jayette :: Not Yet Jayette Essays

Inevit able-bodied Grief in Not Yet, Jayette In the mulct story Not Yet, Jayette by William Boyd, Charlie, the narrator and master(prenominal) character, describes a twenty-four hours in his life, and tries to understand, what is going on with him, and where and when his life took a turn towards misery. He states It seems to me that everybody in their life is at least two people. Once when youre a child, and once when youre an adult. Its the saddest thing. We will now try to see how this statement relates to his life, and whether or not this phenomenon can be said to be symptomatic for our culture. Charlie, the main character of the short story, spends his life in Los Angeles, mostly looking for renowned people. He used to be a star himself, when he was a child, but this came to an end as soon as he reached puberty. now he is trying to recover the glamour of his childhood, but it is infinitely upset to him. This leads him to the reflection mentioned above. I would argu e, however, that he himself is not re completelyy changed. As a character, he appears never to have fully grown up. What has changed, is the attitude of the origination towards him. His society, Hollywood, in the middle of the California of the American Dream, estimates youth above all, and maintains a childish attitude towards things. He himself, however, is excluded from the people he dreams of existence with. He lives in a world of disillusionment, the wrong side of Hollywood, together with all those who have never succeeded. But he has somehow conserved a certain hopeful candour, which makes us pity him, as we know he should have no hope. This has however prevented him from sinking into the total despair of e.g. Vanessa, the muliebrity he calls aunt . He keeps on woolgather about being famous, rich and young, and he views his own existence as a squirt as something close to Paradise. As I have already mentioned, he does not cope with existence like an adult. He is not able to keep his work, his family has been broken to pieces, and yet, all he does is looking for the rich and famous, and dreaming about the return of his career. He is secretly proud that Jayette, the woman in the coffee-shop, has noticed him.